It's been such a long time.. I've totally lose my mood to blog ever since I got into UM.. Everyday is so hectic, didn't really have the chance to sit in front of the computer..
Here's some updates =)
First, Im having my final exam, and gosh I am so glad that everything is going smoothly.. The hardest paper isn't as tough as I thought and I've managed to answer them and wrote long pages of answers! Yay!
Second, I have a new bf, who is so awesome! Finally managed to dump that swedish dude, awesome isn't it? So many friends seen me suffered, cried for nothing, always say wanna end things and be happy but at the end gone back to him, so sorry for making u guys worry and waste your time comforting me.. But now I've managed to move on and have a happier life, a way happier one =)
Seriously, I still couldnt believe I've made this decision just like this.. It seems like it takes forever for me to make this move but finally I've made it.. He just came into my life like this and wash off all the pain and care for me so well that I feel love again.. And the ex still annoys me by sending me sms telling me that I'm a bitch, Im so naive Im so childish and that Im pathetic.. Look who's being pathetic.. Why should I stay with a guy who doesn't even have a job, no education, staying at friend's place? Fine probably these things he didn't choose to go through.. But treating me like shit is totally unforgiveable.. I don't need a man who doesn't even wanna admit to ANYONE that Im his gf, who thinks that it's my fault for being so far away from him.. Why can't u fucking make the effort to come Malaysia for me? Why is it always that I have to go Sweden for you and that you fucking think that my education is not important, because you're fucking staying in Sweden jobless and expect me to go there and live with you? Please, you're the one being naive!
Anyways, Im happy that Im happy now =p Loves!
Blogging again!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 8:38 AM 0 comments
Wtf is wrong with her!!
This morning, Im awaken by her super freaking loud ringtone again! This is what happens almost every morning, either awaken by her ringtone, or the noises she made after she woke up.
I really hate having such immature people as my roommate, especially her bitch mouth. My mom invited them to my house, she made this kinda like dont wanna go face then tell me' Ok la , i go la ' Then at my house complain this and that.. Say sit in the mercedes dizzy la, never sit such car that makes her wanna vomit la, ask la why didnt maintenance my car la.. Then say my driving too fast la , i never break la, make her feel very hard sitting in my car la..
Then say my room small la, computer slow la, EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING SHE HAS TO COMPLAIN!! Then brought her to Subang Parade that night, fuck man, can't believe I was just looking at PH handbag and she fucking said I am materialistic!! CAN SHE DEFINE WHAT IS MATERIALISTIC? My bf bought me PH wallet then I bought him stuff, that is not called love, cause love is not define by things! Hello, is she jealous or something that my bf can afford such stuff for me? And oh, at least I can afford buying stuff for people around me too. Is she fucking jealous or something that she has to called me being materialistic because of this?!! What is wrong with her brain?
Next day, brought her for breakfast in Taipan, complain again la, say everything is so expensive la, keep complaining complaining and complaining.. Then another roommate wanna go cut hair, so I brought them to Agnes, and she again comment la, say Agnes not professional, don't know how to cut hair that's why have to take such long time to cut hair.. Then brought them to Pyramid, complain things too expensive, as usual , food too expensive , things too expensive for her to buy.. Excuse me, I dont use PASAR MALAM GOODS, I manage to afford goods in shopping mall, and that doesnt mean you can fucking comment on me being materialistic just cause you're a kampung ass!
The one that made me most angry is the korean dinner. She said she wants to try korean food, so I brought her to Daorae la. For god's sake, first thing she did in the korean restaurant was scream, my god, wtf is wrong with her ?! She screamed because she saw her idol TVXQ poster in there, DOES SHE HAVE TO SCREAM?! It's damn fucking irritating annoying embarrasing and BITCH!! Then keep taking picture and keep acting childish.. Oh yeah, they dont take beef , and that makes me cannot take beef also, and yet she complained the korean food sux. Hello, if u dont know how to eat, stop bitching k. Next day stomach pain go toilet say the korean food made her like that..
Talked to them and they say im too sensitive, maybe Im being sensitive but I aint gonna tolerate with all your stupid behaviour!
THAT'S IT! I FUCKIN HAD ENOUGH! IM GONNA STAY AWAY FROM HER AND FUCKING NO MORE COMING TO MY HOUSE OR GO OUT WITH ME!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 8:01 AM 1 comments
New chapter : Uni Life
I am really happy to post about my new uni life which I am super in love with FOR NOW!
Staying in hostel isn't bad at all! Get to experience something different, it's really nice having my roommates around everytime I go back room and get to chat with them til I sleep.
Breakfast, lunch and dinner are provided so basically everyone in the hostel will eat together. Btw, my hostel is called Kolej Kediaman Keempat, go Bestari! I never feel alone in this place, I am almost laughing and happy all the time.
Here are some pictures, enjoy!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 6:24 PM 0 comments
3 weeks
Jens seems to be away from Malaysia for very long, but it's only 3 weeks though. It felt like forever for not seeing him for only 3 weeks. Felt like I've not seen him for such a very long time. Haiz..
Everyday work work work work. At the end, still earn so little money. How long do I have to save to get what I want? Damn tired, double job, weekdays office job and uno, weekends uno, not even a day where I dont have to work.
Working life is worse than study life. I can't wait to get back to life where I only need to think about books, teachers, school and friends rather than thinking about work, office and money. Thank god I have nice colleagues, that's what make my working life better.
I love my friends btw! Love you guys! Thanks for all your caring and time. Love those who read my blog too. MUAX!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 5:31 PM 0 comments
Back from Thailand!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 11:04 AM 0 comments
Irreplaceable
'To the left to the left.. To the left to the left.. To the left to the left..'
Used to sing this song together with Jens when we were shopping.. I wanted to go to the shop on the left and he was on my left side so I pushed him to the left and sang this and he actually continued, it was such an unforgettable moment.
Finally life is back to ' normal ' again. No more fast heart beats when I think of I will see him, no more smiles while driving thinking that I will get to see him. Everything is back to where I will work hard and find a way to see him again, as usual, like what I've been doing for more than 2 years.
Nowadays damn rajin sms with him, his phone bill was 3444 bucks, I shall wait for my phone bill to come, but sure mine wont be as expensive as his one, still scary though..
Tomorrow I will go for my Thailand trip, 3 days without texting with him, sure I would miss him and hope he can survive. Other than that, Thailand here I come!! I will shop like nobody's business!!
Posted by Signorina Samantha at 10:37 PM 0 comments